Journal Entry: Sat Apr 6, 2013, 5:04 PM
Yeah i know i havent uploaded drawings or artwork
I havent even gotten in to art as much as i used to this year and this account was for me to STOP slacking.
But the thing is i always feel really pressured on this website. I don't mean that anyone here is giving me a hard time, i don't mean that at all
I pressure myself
Its just that Deviant art is a website for artwork, for you to be proud of your artwork. I'm never proud of mine. When i'm sketching i fall in love with my work. When it's sketchy and messy and incomplete i feel pleased and i've always loved my sketches more than my actual drawings. When i erase the lines its not the same anymore. It feels like I rined the entire thing. I prefer to keep it incomplete, keep it imperfect
And i think thats okay
I've also just havent felt like drawing lately. I've been pretty stressed for a long time. However i'd like to pull through that and continue doing what used to give me bliss......i'll try not to make any empty promises though
So i dont know.....i think i'll just used this as more of a sketch blog.
Listening to: Sleeping with Sirens
Reading: Edgar Allan Poe's stories and poems
Watching: Inuyasha c:
Playing: with my hair
Drinking: chocolate milk